海和森林同时来了
一个蓝色
一个放荡
一个幽默
一个温柔
一个逻辑
一个无形
蓝色的海
同时又看见了蓝色的天
深沉的海，绝望的海，同时又是冰冷的。
好像离临界点还很远
深沉的蓝色，是那个人
破碎般的指甲油，染着蓝
一直没有见过大海
没有亲吻过
没有呼吸过
森林是一片，就手里的爆米花一样聚拢
大海却看不清，只是一个颜色。
他激动、跳舞、发疯、沉闷、神秘、深
深的看不见，深的不知道。
润喉糖犹如薄荷
凉
痒。
蓝色出现了，红色还在。
2021.10.08
Red 2
The sounds from people,
The feeling under the tongue.
Irritative, then prick my mouth.
Hair too much,
Icy too much.
The touch, those hands.
Blue eyes are smiling
no suspense.
I can see the sea inside him, not that clear, but feel.
The sky is up there when I lay down and think nothing
The shape of the sea is undefined.
Blue, nothing more than blue.
Skea,
Skea.
Melting, next to me. Breathing, with blue.
I can feel I am the part of nature, the worm, right next to my hand, just a few meters.
At last, I become one of them.
With many life, into many lives.
When I have drawn in the sea, I feel sometimes I am myself, but lost.
Overwhelm in the salty blue.
2021.10.04
Artist Statement
“出海”-RESEARCH
出海 go fishing in the sea- FINAL PRODUCT
“出海” EXPERIMENTS
-Self Portrait Practice-
Drawing the self portrait, for lailahahahahahhhh.
Continue reading “-Self Portrait Practice-“厦门的一些回忆
Red experimental photography- “色”
Location: MSA Yanqing Campus
Materials: Iphone
When I first saw a photograph, which is flower. I know that it means sex. The photographer is called Araki Nobuyoshi, he is using flower to represent sex. I was quiet young at that time, I don’t know what is that, and I can’t understand his art work. I can’t understand him either, now too.
The Redlight are devouring them
The colour of them is so miraculous, it’s the most beautiful colour that I ever seen.
The light shows their’s nature
what is nature?
Red experimental photography- “角儿”
Location: MSA Yanqing Campus
Materials: Iphone
Intro.
夜晚，我在雨天里走路，呼吸。
墨文上门来，把我从梦中敲醒。
虚幻，一瞬间变成了现实。
Climax.
那夜，雨变成红色的了。我走在雨里，作为一个旁观者，注视着它们的样子。
它们舞动着，并不出于什么目的，它们不是为什么人而表演，而是为它们自己，观众与演员，是同一个人，都是它们自己。
许多表演的主角和观众是一个人。
一个人足够了，但如果有更多的人，它们会更高兴吧。
我成了观众，一个由第一位观众介绍的观众。
我注视着这些演员们，她们个个都是角儿。
我不知道怎么融入，我好像有些腼腆与不知所措。
我呆呆地站在原地，只有眼睛在与他们交流。
我喜欢我的手，不管它们到底有多粗。
我伸出了我的手，尝试与它们共舞。
一滴一滴的雨点散落在我的手上，那个感觉是很轻盈的，同时也挺陌生的。
我有点照顾不来了，它们在包围着我，好像是一根根红色的线，缠绕着我，从头到脚。
End.
我离开了，我解不开线，我全身冰冷。
我还想留在那里，但是我还是听服了自己的躯壳。
我在想，下次吧。还是挺期待下次的。
