The English version is below the Chineses one.
欢，欢迎，欢迎你过来！ Wel, welcome, welcome to you!
我是谁
这在每一刻的「描述」都是回忆性的。
刚刚的已去，我的微妙分子一直在流动着，比水还要光滑。除了历史，还有正当时和幻象。
再加上本性懒惰，面对已经过去的事情总是提不起兴趣，这或许是我很大一个卑劣，我明白这点。
是以当谈我是谁，不愿陈述多的历史，亦以一嗤来解决，越快速越好。
以本心的向往来看，我是任何人，另或我是一切。
不同的与「外界」的对话触碰，均为自身的合一过程。
必然开始是要逐渐分裂下去的。乃固不断拉扯，像吃搅搅糖、拔河生命。
我渴望之后的平衡状态，在这之前我也刻意有意识的放逐我的可能。
从很多时的无拘束塑造和纵放旷达可以稍微知晓。
个人认为少年的惆怅和失意是极富想象力的，里面可以爆发比熔浆还燃烧的美。
削去顾虑、去成熟。成熟于我个人而言，多是动词，且有完成态之义。
我是在去向未知哪里的竹林小蛇路。
蔓延，是在探险。这和我的本土情感都是相连的，我喜欢找得到事物根部的喜悦。
那我是在去向哪里呢？
我不常常追问自己细碎的皮毛，
更多的时候我裸着在盲人摸象。用我自身的感知去衡量探测边缘。
到达我没有感觉的地方，就是边境。这种时候，我会尽量谦虚些，再多尝试着摸几次，或许就能摸到点什么。
最近也在想，多的边际是否善。其中大部分来自个人对现代社会焦虑的怀疑，有部分是本身不够强的能量。同时「好的」也未必成其为我的。
「多则惑，少则得」
who am I
This “description” at every moment is reminiscent.
The last time is gone, and my delicate molecules have been flowing, smoother than water. In addition to history, there are time and illusions.
Coupled with laziness by nature, I am always uninterested in the things that have passed. This may be a big despicable me. I understand this.
So when I talk about who I am, I don’t want to state too much history, and I can solve it with a scoff. The quicker the better.
Judging from the longing of my heart, I am anyone, and the other or I am everything.
Different dialogues and touches with the “outside” are all processes of self-unity.
It must begin to split gradually. Naigu kept pulling, like eating and stirring candy, tug-of-war.
I longed for the balance afterwards, and before that, I also deliberately banished my possibility deliberately.
From the many times of unrestrained shaping and indulgence, we can know a little bit.
I personally think that the melancholy and frustration of a teenager is extremely imaginative, and it can burst into beauty that is more burning than molten.
Cut your worries and mature. Mature to me personally, most of them are verbs, and have the meaning of perfect state.
I am heading to the little snake road in the bamboo forest where I am unknown.
Spreading is expedition. This is connected with my local emotions. I like the joy of finding the roots of things.
Where am I going?
I don’t often ask about my fine fur,
Most of the time I was naked and touching the elephant. Use my own perception to measure the edge of detection.
To reach the place I don’t feel is the border. At this time, I will try to be humble and try to touch a few more times, maybe I can touch something.
Recently, I am also thinking about whether many margins are good. Most of it comes from personal suspicion of modern society’s anxiety, and part of it is not strong enough energy. At the same time, “good” may not be mine.
“More is confused, less is gained”
关于探索方向
需要预先讲好，我不善于定义，对自己和别人都是。
是以接下来的都很有可能在讲屁话，对于人们具体的联想可能帮助极小。
我向往能够完全让我打开的事情。
这句话基本上围绕了我的抉择的很多层面。
不管是说，我长期关注的艺术方向。
我热爱艺术，
热衷 完全打开、真实、爱、和解、距离、平衡、舞动。
大家普遍在意呈现的渠道、方式。
比如「你想学什么专业」「你要做什么类型的工作」
最重要的是我。是我的灵与肉。（他们不分开，为了详细述说而展开）
你明白我的意思吗
那个途径是必然需要研磨的过程，但不是核心，也不应该是。
我一直断断续续有为此苦恼过，关于那个具体的方式，那个技法硬朗的东西
但在现在这半年，我仍然告诉自己：沉静、再向内游。还不够深。这是我的目标。
这个站点或许会成为我胡乱发散的集装箱，装载碎片灵光集。可以期待。
About exploration direction
It needs to be stated well in advance. I am not good at defining, both for myself and others.
Therefore, the next ones are likely to be nonsense, which may be of little help to people’s specific associations.
I yearn for things that can completely open me up.
This sentence basically revolves around many aspects of my decision.
In any case, the art direction I have been following for a long time.
I love art,
Enthusiasm Fully open, authentic, loving, reconciled, extreme, balanced, dancing.
Everyone generally cares about the channels and methods of presentation.
For example, “What major do you want to study?” “What type of job do you want to do”
The most important thing is me. It is my brain, heart and body. (They are not separated, they are expanded in order to elaborate)
do you understand me
That approach is a process that inevitably requires grinding, but it is not the core and should not be.
I’ve been intermittently worried about this, about the specific method, the technique
But in the past six months, I still tell myself: Be quiet and swim inward again. It’s not deep enough. This is my goal.
This site may become a container for me to diverge randomly, loading a collection of fragments. Can look forward to.
以及我曾经还想要深探的社科。
这个太宽阔了，我自己首先没有定义在一个局限的范围。这不是很好。
之前寄托在「Intro to Politics」course上。一学期下来，没学到特别多实质性的现实意义的东西，也没怎么激起我对社科的热情。我当然也在反思自己的很多偏见性问题。政治自然只是社科中很小的一部分，还有人类学等等很不一样的领域我都一无所知。
冬季假期，有一个初步的计划是阅读一些Ellie推荐的社科入门适合的书籍，我相信她给我的推荐。计划完整版出来之后我会丢在网站里面。
神秘学和宗教也会是我接下来探索的点，但我对他们的认知也只有读对这几个字。深入的部分也会尝试着从书籍方面入手。生活里面，这些元素无可剖析，一直在里面。我们对这些部分的认知少得基本上就是一无所知。热切且同时深刻，这很重要。
刚刚提到的这些，都有些偏功利的在分析我自己的方向（更多是大学，就业方向）。我打心底来讲，不大相信短期能够找到人生方向。这一定是没有止境的探索。目前没什么能把我短时间完全迷住，让我死心塌地的要深究一辈子。但是这些话也是我没有遇到之前，遇到了情况一定会完全颠覆。
这些言语中也可以让我反思自己一个点，我的偏见和主观感受往往占据我大部分，有时候这是否会阻隔我和一些能量相拥。我想是的，有时候一定会切断交流的机会。但是那些部分一定那么重要吗？我可能是必然会错过那些东西。那就没有理由在享受当下的时候过于追究已经经过的有必然结局的事物。
同时，一定有什么是会让我不顾刚刚说到的各种时机去追寻的，但现在我还没有到那个状态。我们是一定有这个状态的吗，我也不知道。现在的阶段我说出刚刚的言语有一部分是为了辩护我最早提到的懒惰。更多的是呈现我当下，当下，刚刚，之前几秒的状态。
还有一个目标是少在这儿写我不相信的东西。但我一定会写很多废话和无知和自大。因为真实的我一定有这些状态，我不可能完满。最最邪恶的我一定可以提供。同时，我非常脆弱，这个部分的羞涩会让我有时候说出我预想中的话而不是我真实的丑态。所以，要警惕清醒判断里面的真实性。
And the social sciences that I wanted to explore in depth.
This is too broad, and I did not define it in a limited scope. This is not great.
It was previously pinned on the “Intro to Politics” course. After one semester, I didn’t learn much material and practical significance, nor did it arouse my enthusiasm for social sciences. Of course, I am also reflecting on many of my own prejudices. Politics is naturally only a small part of social sciences, and I don’t know anything about anthropology and other very different fields.
During the winter vacation, a preliminary plan is to read some books recommended by Ellie that are suitable for introductory social sciences. I believe her recommendation to me. After the full version of the plan comes out, I will leave it on the website.
Occultism and religion will also be the points I will explore next, but my knowledge of them can only read these words correctly. The in-depth part will also try to start with books. In life, these elements cannot be analyzed, they are always there. Our knowledge of these parts is so little that we basically know nothing. It is very important to be eager and profound at the same time.
The above mentioned are all somewhat utilitarian in analyzing my own direction (more on university, employment direction). From the bottom of my heart, I don’t really believe that I can find my way in life in the short term. This must be endless exploration. There is nothing that can completely fascinate me in a short time, and it makes me desperate to delve into it for a lifetime. But these words are what I haven’t encountered before, and the situation will definitely be completely subverted.
These words can also make me reflect on one point. My prejudices and subjective feelings often occupy most of me. Sometimes this will prevent me from embracing some energy. I think so, sometimes the opportunity for communication will definitely be cut off. But must those parts be that important? I may be bound to miss those things. Then there is no reason to over-investigate the things that have passed and have an inevitable ending while enjoying the moment.
At the same time, there must be something that I will pursue regardless of the various opportunities just mentioned, but I have not yet reached that state. Do we have to be in this state? I don’t know. At this stage, part of what I said just now is to defend the laziness I mentioned earlier. It is more about presenting my state of the present, the present, just now, and the previous few seconds.
Another goal is to write less things I don’t believe in here. But I will definitely write a lot of nonsense and ignorance and arrogance. Because the real me must have these states, I can’t be perfect. The most evil I can provide. At the same time, I am very fragile. The shyness of this part makes me sometimes say what I expected instead of my real ugliness. Therefore, we must be vigilant in judging the truthfulness inside.
关于我的作品 My Work
聊聊近一年做的一些小的尝试：
some small attempts made in the past year:
桥的分享空间 Qiao’s Shared Space
文章在下面啦：
The article is below:
志愿者 · 植物标本博物馆 Volunteers · Herbarium Museum
文章在下面：
The article is below:
大地艺术 · 自然艺术装置 Land Art · Natural Art Installation
视频链接：【自然艺术】与大地对话
Video link:⬆️ [Nature Art] Dialogue with the Earth
自学 Vlog 制作 Self-taught Vlog production
视频链接：
Video link:
Vlog12·【消失的夏日】 Vlog12·【Disappearing Summer】
【MSA】Vlog011·一起探月去！ [MSA] Vlog011·Let’s shot the moon!
【16岁学生作品】《浮生一日》 [Works by a 16-year-old student] “A Day in a Floating Life”
Vlog009·去溶洞接接地气！ Vlog009·Go to the cave and connect to the ground gas!
【不如跳舞】Vlog006·世界自行车日快乐 [Let’s dance!] Vlog006·Happy World Cycling Day
Vlog 005·在拉萨和藏族小孩聊僵尸 Vlog 005·Talking about zombies with Tibetan children in Lhasa
和妹妹一起过春天！吞太阳！荡秋千！ Spend spring with my sister! Swallow the sun! Swing!
探月线上营地 · 主题「光」线上艺术展 Moonshot Online Camp · Themed “Light” Online Art Exhibition
视频链接：
Video link:
“水族馆日记：事件背后”艺术展 “Aquarium Diary: Behind the Event” Art Exhibition
音乐方面的尝试 Musical Attempt
视频链接：
Video link:
乱弹乱唱a waltz for a night free cover “a waltz for a night”
【翻唱】【披头士】《yesterday》 [Cover] [The Beatles] “yesterday”
桥的清唱001 《绿岛小夜曲》 Fiona’s Cappella 001 “Green Island Serenade”
独自旅行 Travel alone
- 探月公众号文章链接：
Link to the article on the Moonshot Public Account:
父母为什么同意我在16岁时独自出门旅行？
Why did my parents allow me to travel alone when I was 16 years old?
- 搭车去西藏 Ride to Tibet
视频链接：
Video link:
Vlog 005·在拉萨和藏族小孩聊僵尸 Vlog 005·Talking about zombies with Tibetan children in Lhasa
【川藏线】318的火锅·雪山·野狗·琼雾 [Sichuan-Tibet line] 318’s hot pot, snow mountain, wild dog, mist
【川藏】318自驾·黑夜伪极光 【Sichuan-Tibet】318 Self-driving·Dark Night Pseudo-Aurora
这个部分是我个人总结的重要部分。
另外需要说明的是，板块「art studio」和「honor course」
分别对应的是探月课程的「艺术工作室」和「自我认知」。
里面会呈现我的课程学术作品。
希望看的开心👺
尽情评论吧～
This part is an important part of my personal summary.
Another thing to note is that the sections “art studio” and “honor course”
They correspond to the “art studio” and “self-awareness” of the lunar exploration course.
The academic works of my course will be presented inside.
I hope you see it happily👺
Feel free to comment~
