7.面签,上二楼根据指引排队,可以主动和签证官打个招呼然后把护照和i-20递给他,我的签证官是个比较年轻的白人女士,一直笑着很友好,跟我直接讲的英语,只看了我的i-20,然后问了我几个问题,分别是“你只去这个夏天吗?你是本科生吗?是你父母资助这次夏校吗” 对话非常简单,如实回答即可。问完之后她就说“sounds like a great program, congratulation!”,收走了我的护照,然后就给我了蓝色单子,通过啦!
一个题外话,我回到北京之后心情好了一些,我发现没有什么事是过不去的,当年我觉得和刘子洋的事逼得我要跳楼了,现在回想也不过如此,李雨阔对我来说也是同理,我太爱活在言情小说的虚幻幸福里了,然而所有女频小说都过于神化男性,所以我这两天回到现实层面上思考才终于理解什么叫“过去式”,况且他后面也有一段感情了,如果他真的对我还有感觉那岂不是更下头,所以be peaceful to everything can really makes me feel better, hate or the so-called deep love can only makes me being tracked in past memories.
I thought I won’t be very emotional, since the relationship between us is quite disacquaintance these years. However, when I really arrived at the hospital and inside the room, sadness still found and surrounded me, and lots of memory just suddenly appeared in my mind.
As I imagine, my grandma is very painful about left of her husband, and my dad is stronger than all of us. The funeral parlor is too busy, and these guys usually do not take their work seriously. They cannot dispatch a car to take my grandpa away for the next step(cremation). That could also be blamed on the Chinese government and the public health department because they said my grandpa is a patient with covid-19, then we won’t be able to hold a farewell ceremony. In contrast, we must let the public health department be responsible for this until they finish the cremation and my grandpa becomes the dust in the box.
Currently, he already finished the cremation, and his cremains had been preserved in the funeral parlor. I have to say the life of a human is weaker than I thought. Just in a few days that a living person who can still fluently speak becomes a little box. The ending is so soon and impactful for me. Even though English writing is quite challenging for me, but I still do not willing to change to my first language, it will let me feel more difficult to face the truth and other complex emtions. Thus, for having a brief conclusion, hope you will be happy in another world and don’t do so many bad things in the future. Also, as a grandfather, thank you for the accompany and love for 16 years.