My grandpa was dead around 10pm yesterday.
I thought I won’t be very emotional, since the relationship between us is quite disacquaintance these years. However, when I really arrived at the hospital and inside the room, sadness still found and surrounded me, and lots of memory just suddenly appeared in my mind.
As I imagine, my grandma is very painful about left of her husband, and my dad is stronger than all of us. The funeral parlor is too busy, and these guys usually do not take their work seriously. They cannot dispatch a car to take my grandpa away for the next step(cremation). That could also be blamed on the Chinese government and the public health department because they said my grandpa is a patient with covid-19, then we won’t be able to hold a farewell ceremony. In contrast, we must let the public health department be responsible for this until they finish the cremation and my grandpa becomes the dust in the box.
Currently, he already finished the cremation, and his cremains had been preserved in the funeral parlor. I have to say the life of a human is weaker than I thought. Just in a few days that a living person who can still fluently speak becomes a little box. The ending is so soon and impactful for me. Even though English writing is quite challenging for me, but I still do not willing to change to my first language, it will let me feel more difficult to face the truth and other complex emtions. Thus, for having a brief conclusion, hope you will be happy in another world and don’t do so many bad things in the future. Also, as a grandfather, thank you for the accompany and love for 16 years.